[ Verse 1 ]
I dreamed you were missing...
I was so scared...
But you never did listen...
Coz you never will care...
After my dreaming...
I woke with this fear...
Why are you leaving?
When i do care?
I want you to know you don't matter anymore...
[ Chorus ]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that you've done
You helped me leave behind some...
Reasons that you won't be missed...
You don't resent me,
But when you're feeling empty,
I won't be your memory...
Leaving you like that, You don't matter anymore...
Tuesday 13 September 2011
Monday 12 September 2011
Simple Plan - Your love is a lie
It always reminds me of 2 person, My best friend that betrayed me and poisoned and stained the 1st girl i went serious on...and now i left that bestfri'END' and hoping i dont have to lose the girl as well
new song coming soon people =D
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he touches you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
Go check it out on youtube =D
new song coming soon people =D
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he touches you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
Sunday 11 September 2011
Was bored sitting...
Saturday 10 September 2011
still cant sleep, so i'd write more
guys, i dont really know how to use blogger coz i just started. i have no idea what you guys are saying about following y'all and stuff, and since you guys are sending me mails and questions through Hotmail so i'd just answer and reply those who wrote to me in hotmails =) and sorry you guys cant comment or whatever...ims till new =)
and no i cant tell you my facebook link, dont bother searching, my facebook name is not Fenix =) besides i dont facebook often nowadays coz been really busy lately. and was thinking of quitting it too coz facebook is kinda like a source of some of my anger coz i kept seeing people i despite. so i'd be happier not knowing or seeing anything or any of the people i don't like. try to understand my situation thx^^ even their presence irritates me when in school. but for you guys i will start a new facebook account when im done with my final exam, i will leave everything that is related to that school and disappear in the life of everyone that knows me in there =)
that is how much i hate school nowadays =)
and no i cant tell you my facebook link, dont bother searching, my facebook name is not Fenix =) besides i dont facebook often nowadays coz been really busy lately. and was thinking of quitting it too coz facebook is kinda like a source of some of my anger coz i kept seeing people i despite. so i'd be happier not knowing or seeing anything or any of the people i don't like. try to understand my situation thx^^ even their presence irritates me when in school. but for you guys i will start a new facebook account when im done with my final exam, i will leave everything that is related to that school and disappear in the life of everyone that knows me in there =)
that is how much i hate school nowadays =)
everyone is asleep except for me...again.
its been like this for quite awhile already, when its quiet and everyone is asleep and im all alone i will start thinking. i mean when im with my best friends...i always think about how is everyone doing? friends from school and friends from galley...and when im with my school friends...i will think what is ray or ivan or KT and JH and fiore might be doing at the moment?
another thing is, for the past hour alota you guys ask who is that special someone that im saving cash for that huge domo-kun is. NO ! she's not who you think she is. she's dating someone anyway. but i USED TO like her thou^^ until something happened...i said she is special coz she is the reason why y'all get to hear the song ' Pretend ' and ' Appreciate ' which lotsa you guys ask for encore...' Appreciate ' was based on ' Her ' and ' Pretend ' was based on the boy she is currently dating. which also happens to be my ex-best friend in school =)...i guess you guys can guess what happened based on the lyrics right ? YES ! all the songs we wrote has something to do in our lives, i wrote Pretend and Appreciate with anger around a month ago. from the bottom of my heart^^ Ivan wrote ' Betrayed ' and ' Despair '...each of us has 1 bit of expression to write in a paper and make them into song lyrics...example Ray wrote ' Lonely ' and ' Is anybody there? ' and so on...
Q&A
Who is the girl from the song ' Appreciate ' ?
Sry ! i cant tell you who that girl from the song Appreciate is...i respect her privacy^^
Who wrote the song ' you've lied '?
that would be JH =) our bass guitarist
Does Fiore play any other instruments other than being a turntablist ?
No, he is the only one in the band not capable of writing songs nor play any instruments, but he is a valuable asset to the band as he mixes the song and tune the tunes^^
You dont look like you have alot of anger in you, but in the song ' Pretend ' you seem very towards the person you're rapping about, you mind tell the story ?
Pretend was the 1st song written in the band, i wrote it one night after a tragic event and a valuable lesson to me. that is all i have to say =)
Which school do you study in KL ?
sry mate, i dont even tell my current best friend in school about this band, not even 1 person from school knows what i've been up to lately. but they will eventually =)
Why hide your identity from school friends ?
umm...i wouldn't call it hiding, more like i have no reason to tell them, and they didn't ask anyway. i will tell if they ask, i guess non of them expect a nerdy geek like me is a rockstar =)
What is it like in your school life in malaysia ?
im always quiet in school, i spend most of my time in school scribbling and drawing and messing around. or observing the people around me that maybe can be made into a song =) i hide my true self by acting all nerdy and not smart at all and looking i barely speak english. so i think that is the reason why not even a single person figured it out who am i yet. not even a single person in school knows who i am today. over 2000 people knows my name and the band in clubs =)
What is the meaning of the song ' A deep sunrise ' ?
you gotta go ask JH that since he wrote it.
Everyone in the is in a relationship with a girl, why only you ?
Im not gonna lie neither im afraid to say it, i had enough of girls already as i mentioned in the song Appreciate. i guess i still dont understand any of them, i find it hard trusting someone i just met and then after i do i find that i cant judge a book by its cover. a waste of my time and efforts wasted just like that and then they dont appreciate you at all. and then leave you all alone for someone that didnt appreciate her and treats her like trash instead of someone that appreciates her. hahaha basically im just re-singing Appreciate in my head as i type this xD~
Why are you the only one wearing white while the rest of the band wears fully black ?
umm i dont know, i didnt even realize till you asked it, coincidence i guess =)
okay that is all for Q&A, i gotta sleep now since and gotta wake early in the morning, bye people =)
another thing is, for the past hour alota you guys ask who is that special someone that im saving cash for that huge domo-kun is. NO ! she's not who you think she is. she's dating someone anyway. but i USED TO like her thou^^ until something happened...i said she is special coz she is the reason why y'all get to hear the song ' Pretend ' and ' Appreciate ' which lotsa you guys ask for encore...' Appreciate ' was based on ' Her ' and ' Pretend ' was based on the boy she is currently dating. which also happens to be my ex-best friend in school =)...i guess you guys can guess what happened based on the lyrics right ? YES ! all the songs we wrote has something to do in our lives, i wrote Pretend and Appreciate with anger around a month ago. from the bottom of my heart^^ Ivan wrote ' Betrayed ' and ' Despair '...each of us has 1 bit of expression to write in a paper and make them into song lyrics...example Ray wrote ' Lonely ' and ' Is anybody there? ' and so on...
Q&A
Who is the girl from the song ' Appreciate ' ?
Sry ! i cant tell you who that girl from the song Appreciate is...i respect her privacy^^
Who wrote the song ' you've lied '?
that would be JH =) our bass guitarist
Does Fiore play any other instruments other than being a turntablist ?
No, he is the only one in the band not capable of writing songs nor play any instruments, but he is a valuable asset to the band as he mixes the song and tune the tunes^^
You dont look like you have alot of anger in you, but in the song ' Pretend ' you seem very towards the person you're rapping about, you mind tell the story ?
Pretend was the 1st song written in the band, i wrote it one night after a tragic event and a valuable lesson to me. that is all i have to say =)
Which school do you study in KL ?
sry mate, i dont even tell my current best friend in school about this band, not even 1 person from school knows what i've been up to lately. but they will eventually =)
Why hide your identity from school friends ?
umm...i wouldn't call it hiding, more like i have no reason to tell them, and they didn't ask anyway. i will tell if they ask, i guess non of them expect a nerdy geek like me is a rockstar =)
What is it like in your school life in malaysia ?
im always quiet in school, i spend most of my time in school scribbling and drawing and messing around. or observing the people around me that maybe can be made into a song =) i hide my true self by acting all nerdy and not smart at all and looking i barely speak english. so i think that is the reason why not even a single person figured it out who am i yet. not even a single person in school knows who i am today. over 2000 people knows my name and the band in clubs =)
What is the meaning of the song ' A deep sunrise ' ?
you gotta go ask JH that since he wrote it.
Everyone in the is in a relationship with a girl, why only you ?
Im not gonna lie neither im afraid to say it, i had enough of girls already as i mentioned in the song Appreciate. i guess i still dont understand any of them, i find it hard trusting someone i just met and then after i do i find that i cant judge a book by its cover. a waste of my time and efforts wasted just like that and then they dont appreciate you at all. and then leave you all alone for someone that didnt appreciate her and treats her like trash instead of someone that appreciates her. hahaha basically im just re-singing Appreciate in my head as i type this xD~
Why are you the only one wearing white while the rest of the band wears fully black ?
umm i dont know, i didnt even realize till you asked it, coincidence i guess =)
okay that is all for Q&A, i gotta sleep now since and gotta wake early in the morning, bye people =)
My very 1st post of what is going on now, Singapore performance
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